it was a good day that started out bad

yup, the fiance and my dad talked today about house stuff, or rather what i assume was house stuff, my sister and i were in the other room. so far so good, we just need a bit of money for the down payment but after that i will be master of the house! and yes, i have been listening to songs from les mes again lol damn my love of theatre.

but yes, today started out with me screaming and kicking. my shower went well until after i was getting out and i kept on sneezing so my freshly shaved legs just prickles up and got spikey. then i was in my room trying to find a fitting pair of pants. i had an entire pile on my bed and not one pair fit, and i dont have any long skirts and i cant go out with just a top and my panties. well i finally found some pants from the late 90s, you know, the ones with pictures sewn into them. well after some more looking and my sister giggling at my expense i found a pair of pants imy mother got for me back when i was 14 that suprisingly still fit decently well. i felt like i was squeezing into a hot dog skin. yeah, i can turn men on lol and also i cut my bangs because they were too long again the other day, and as usual i had cut them far too short. i dont know why i do this, every single time i cut my bangs im not happy with the end result and pray to any god who cares to listen to make my hair grow out and hide my bad cutting skills. luckily future hubby was late so i had extra time to panic (yay)

also my new pleco refuses to eat the algae pellets, but he is eating all the green growing around the tank so i cant complain. i hope he fattens up soon. im also looking forward to upgrading my tiny 20gal to a 55gal. then maybe one day ill have the space for that beautiful 200gal at the store near the fiance's house. i think i would just fill it up with bottom feeders. screw pretty colors and active swimmers, give me a slow moving, spiny catfish any day. and for those of you who dont know plecos are a type of catfish.

i also just finished watching angels and demons with my dad and sister. it was almost as predictable as the divinci code, but still a good movie. my favorite character lived!!!!!! i wont spoil the movie so i wont say who it was.

im really looking forward to moving out, but im stilla bit afraid and unsure because ive lived in the same house with the same people since i was 4 years old. i dont think the fiance realizes how i feel about this. ive tried explaining it to him but he is either being difficult or just doesnt understand. it can be hard to tell with him sometimes but thats part of the suprise i guess. either way it doesnt matter much. moving out is something i need to do and im happy ill be moving in with someone who i love so much and to the best of his abilities, tries to understand what goes through my mind.

and im really starting to warm up to the idea of getitng a pet ferret (the fiance and his dad want a ferret instead of rats) but i dont like the idea of living without vermin. i guess we would ge tthe ferret first and depending on its personality ill decide wether or not i want rats from there. ferrets are fun but rats are so cute and smart and give you all their love in the short years they have with us. rats are as close to god as i think we will ever get until we die. they are the perfect animal besides for their sad endings, but the love they give us while they are alive makes the pain worth it

ive also made a new folder on my myspace for all the pictures people have drawn for me, shanna66. all of this art is based off of my avi on gaia of course, but still. shanna66 already has a bit of a fanbase lol.

speaking of my internet adventures, someone online asked me questions about fish! i have very little confidence in my fish keeping abilities and im always bothering people for advice. i felt like this was a stepping stone. im only confident in giving advice to some species of reptile, leopard geckos mostly since they are my favorite reptile to keep. yes i know they are simple lizards and everyone starts out with one, but they are my favorite. im a slave to the humble leo.