fun weekend ahead

im heading off to atlantic city tomorrow nice and early in the morning. im hoping to sleep the entire way since its such a long drive. yes i would like to win it big but rachel luck isnt that greatso ill probably lose my money. im going with my friend, her mom, and her mom's friends. since her mom is such a high roller at the casino we will be staying at evrything is free, the food, the drinks, and the rooms. im going mostly for the food and to get my mind off things

this friday is the anniversery of my mother's death. it will have been 6 years since that horrible day, its hard to believe its been that long yet at the same time it feels like forever ago. usually me and the family just sit at home and dont talk to each other much. i hate it. luckily i have a wondrful friend who ill be sharing drinks and good food with. good food always gets my mind off of things. (thats right guys, if i go to hell then i go to hell for eating)

i will miss the fiance course. he wants me to call him while im up there. i hope i remember to this time lol. i force him to put up with so much. luckily im not a party girl, i just enjoy going out for drinks with just one or 2 friends every few weeks, and gambling every few months it seems.

ive also been playing prototype. ive hardy touched the plot and am still near the start of the game. ive mostly just been screwing around and killing people, seeing how far i can throw them, throwing cars at people, gliding around, throwing people some more. all in all its a very fun game, violent, but fun. they use the f bomb alot at the begining and i come from a family that hardly curses so that was fun to listen to while my dad was in the room.

also if i make any sort of profit this weekend ill post it right away..... so dont expect to hear from me until i get back